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    I probs won't continue Korean 12-13 (atm its Korean 10-11, 2 units!) because my curriculum checklist only requires me to get Korean 10-11, but if I want to continue (and spend tuition for those units), then I can apply for 12-13 XD but pfft that means extra academic workload and I'm extremely lazy :P jk and yes I've heard that it was actually true I heard an anecdote about a foreign priest who stayed in this country and after sometime he started dreaming in Filipino OMGGG

    I have the idea, im thinking of EXO being the other part of the crossover and the story will be based on the Doppelganger theory, but I don't have any motivation to write :O plus I have uni work so that's throwing the story out of the window XD (but im thinking of writing it drabbles-style just like in my This Is Love story [AND WHY IS NOBODY CLAIMING IT WHERE THE GRADERS AT] but i dunno if that would pass at all XD what do you think? (: )
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    awwwwsh thank you spent it doing finals now free at last~~~
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    I would sometime XD I'll check it out next time :D

    I can't yet! XD but I can understand and pick up bits and pieces of stuff that I hear from them XD and I havent dreamed in Korean, I havent even dreamed in English LOLOLOLOLOLOL

    Its the story This Is Love that I posted in BMG and I posted it at April 30 ;-; I thought SWC starts around June, but I forgot about lots of stuff XD i was thinking of deleting it and reposting it but that's illegal XD
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    2nd post word limit sucks you're an admin get rid of it ty

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    I'm aware I'm on a timer. but not the one society has planned out for me. Go to school (if you don't you're a failure), go to university (if you don't you're a failure), get a stable safe job (if you don't you're a failure), marry and have kids by 40 and move into a 4 bedroom house in the suburbs that you've taken out a mortgage that is 4x your net worth to pay for (if you don't you're a failure), go on a family holiday 2x a year that's probably not even out of state, let alone out of the country (if you don't you're a failure) and retire soundly at 70 (if you don't you're a failure). I thought about this last April. Last April was the last time I woke up in a cold sweat.

    what kind of life is that? living the same life as everyone else, jumping through hoops and checking items off the list like a video game. i'm not meant for that. we're not meant for that. if we were, why do we have names? have you asked your parents what your name means? (you should do this then tell each other btw) I'll bet good money your name doesn't mean "live a autonomous life along a pre-determined path." I ran away from that idea for a bit, blindly chasing my desires. But I found a better path, a higher calling. I became a God.


    Have I told you about my flatmate?

    one of my flatmates was a huge geek. he probably still is. the funny thing is that he's actually a multiple time national taekwondo champion and could kick my ass in an instant. he can't, but i like him to be self confident. after uni, at night when he came back from training and I came back from athletics we would lay on the couch, grab some apple juice, put on a random movie and he would talk to me about comic books. I told you he was a huge geek. his fave is batman and i fuck with black panther (very hyped he is in the civil war movie!!!!), then Dr. Doom as a very close second. I've become much more interested in them thanks to him and just immersed myself in the utter fuckery that is Marvel New York. One night while George and Lennie walked down a Californian high road onto their next destination I asked him "why do you like comics so much? you talk as passionately of them as you do tae kwondo or pasta, where does it all come from? especially when you know you'll lose every power debate we have. only dr doom, infinity gauntlet thantos and superman prime are even close to fucking with the god Saitama, stand down son."

    This is what he said to me:

    "When you were young you watched TV, right?. You know spiderman, batman, superman and you looked at them and thought "wow they're so cool! look at everything they can do!" but have you thought about the people behind them? not the alter egos, though peter parker being an ordinary teen leads into my point, but the writers? All of these guys drew and manifested the tales of ordinary people, people who imagined themselves to be stronger, smarter, more resilient, and the heroes of their communities. they took all of that and created superheroes. That's why I love them: I can identify with their pain, their sorrows and their struggles but also cheer for their joys, their achievements and their victories. I saw what they did and it inspired me to go beyond my limits and chase what I wanted. I owe my tae kwondo life to them and I'm forever grateful for that. also Saitama sucks ass, just chop off his hands dude."

    He hadn't seen the saitama vs genos / saitama vs boros fight by then, so I went to bed expecting an apology after he did. I never got one, but his answer stuck with me. One thing we used to talk about were the various creation myths of each superhero and their world, and the realities created from that.


    Smiles, have you ever wondered what it would be like to create your own reality?

    Would you like to become someone else?

    Would you like to live your dream?

    Would you like to hear the secret about how to create your own destiny?

    Well, the fancy secret is that you DO create your own reality. You do create your own destiny. as you're reading this right now you're creating your reality. If you aren't living up to your potential it's because you chose not to. make the choice to live life on your terms, your own way. Make your own rules and only follow them.

    Everything you see, do, hear, taste, and feel exists because you created it. The screen you’re reading exists because you created it. The uni you're going to exists because you created it. This message exists because you created it. if you never logged into PWF again and not read this message would it still be here? in your world, no, it would not, it cannot exist.

    Gods create their own reality. In a way, we're all gods of our own reality. our own destiny

    Create for yourself a life of abundance. All it takes is the decision to do so. Make the choice. Live life as a slave or live life as the queen of your reality.

    Who's to say we are all not just dreams of ourselves and that nothing really exists? You did neuroscience right? you might be aware that our brains lie. a lot. so much so that some psychologists think our brains lie about our past when we think about them. one night i did a thought experiment: how would I live life if I treated my dreams as a vision of the future and the past didn't exist? that there was only the present and tomorrow?

    It's brought me to this point today. Your thoughts are your feelings and manifest into your reality. The end goal of all life is freedom. Every single person goes through this rat race to get enough money to escape the rat race and be free to do what they love. You may not agree but I think people have the right goal, but the wrong plan of action. Freedom isn't attained by getting a lot of things or going through X amount of hoops and struggles, but from your model of the world and and your mindset on life. change your mindset, change the world. You want to know my mindset, want me to spell it out i bet. you do? see, I told you I was good at reading people.


    I want to see, not just look. I want to experience, not just feel. and I want to impose my will on the world, to touch the hearts of others and give back to them in gratitude of the first quarter chapter of my life. If I don't like something, I don't do it. easy. If I like something, if it brings me joy, I do it.


    easy.


    yet so many find it hard.


    Your thoughts are your feelings and your feelings manifest into your reality. As long as you are dreaming the dream, Live it. let the references at the back of your life story lay the lasting grandiose epic of your new life. Your dream. Don’t let the nightmare become your reality.
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    didn't really notice your late reply, everyone's grown and everyone's out there experiencing life. i've been busy juggling a managerial post at a nursing home along with volunteering at a huge European spiritual conference for the past 4 days straight and i've been like "pls bby don't be mad for this late reply we're still cool OK!" in my mind while writing this. Well, i'm cool but you're not. you're hot. you don't get much rain out there in the desert. tell me about your week in #hashtags!

    Hope finals are going well! i know all y'all americans are taking em right about now. I won't wish you luck. I know you've slaved away and obliterated the questions on the paper that they'll have no option but to create a new grade for overachievers like you. overachievers don't need luck wished on them since they make and forge their own. if you can't find the og!fenton and you wanna draw a newage!fenton then go ahead! can't wait!!! so you talked to a few egcians? how unique were these responses, you should tell me. my lewd korean friend uses huehue when she tries to ship me with various other male celebs so i'll assume you got proposed to. congratulations on the engagement! have you considered a winter wedding?

    I'm going to answer a lot of your questions at once here. read this at night or on a long journey. you'll appreciate it, trust me:

    np: The Hicks - Tangle EP



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    It's been 3 years. They almost seem like a daydream. Do you remember our old conversations? If by some miracle you do, pls send them over. I used to rap. jesus that's I know I've changed LMAO i haven't done that in ages. I wanna reminisce ha. that was a fun time, though they seem like dreams too. As you can guess, I used to daydream a lot. They became quite vivid and I would lose myself in them, navigating a maze of vague concepts and metaphoric representations while looking for the source behind them. when I did, I slotted them into a mental book of mine in a section called "references," then read the first 1/4 of the book before I reached a To Be Continued line. some days the pages would have more writing on it, other days it would remain stagnant. At a certain point last February, the story had come to a complete halt. I was done with everything and it seemed like the pages would never be filled.

    i've felt many emotions but experienced half of them. anyone can feel happy, sad, angry. do you know why you feel them? can you comprehend them besides what you've been told they feel like? what levels left are there to explore? I had so many questions like this and more, and sought to find out the answers to them. Your anger is different to mine, your sadness is different to mine but our joys and our loves are the same.

    I've been serving at a European spiritual conference for women. they come and listen and are inspired, and the (all male) volunteers are there to ensure they have the most kick ass experience of their lives. when they leave for the night, our group ambushed them at the entrances with high fives. my personal record was 64 hi5s in a row. Pretty proud of that. that's why this is late, not procrastination. not at all smiles. One lady came up to me and said how much she adored all of us. she was a very attractive girl, my personal 10, and could easily make a living posing on instagram. she adored us because we saw her, and not just looked at her, throughout the conference. she felt our compassion and it touched her soul in a way she hadn't felt since the death of her father.

    I'm nosy; its the reason I did neuroscience. science is often seen as being very cold and rigid, but things like cognitive neuroscience and psychology tell you a lot about people and helps you find a new compassion for them (well my modules did. immunology and toxicology might not be so useful!) It lets you see certain patterns in people.


    Like you for instance!

    You're a writer, that's obvious. You also seem to function better by having people show you things first, then playing and working off them. that goes for finding out and talking to people too: let them open up, then open up and see how they respond to your energy and vibe, then work from there.

    you also seem like the person who loves indiscriminately. that's probably one of your biggest strengths. sit down and count your friends. when you run out of fingers on your hands and toes on your feet, borrow your mum's. then your dad's. then your pet (if any). then mine. you did that with a curious but thoughtful smile on your face because you knew how high the number would be. even a simple look on this site would inspire confidence in your soul.


    but what if i asked a different question smiles?


    what if i asked you to count the people you loved?


    what if i asked you to count the people you truly loved


    if i asked you to count the people you felt your smallest around, who scooped you up gently, shielded you from your own fears while taking it all in: your warmth, your envy, your anger, your happiness and returned it back to you tenfold?


    i don't think you would need all the hands you used in the first part


    i don't even think you would need hands. Just a hand. because your love is indiscriminate, and that hurts. it hurts as there will come a time where you become drained and tired. people, and yourself, may not know how to handle the girl who is always happy being sad, and it makes you sad to see them sad. it hurts others because they confuse your love for their deeper love/lust for you, when it's completely different. it gets misrepresented and becomes awkward for both parties involved. because it's indiscriminate, the barrier of entry is also higher than normal. it takes little for you to love, but a lot for you to love, lust and lose yourself in another. to embrace them completely and let them see the discriminate, stubborn, jealous and all encompassing beautiful love you reserve for your dreams and your stories. its probably one of your greatest weaknesses. but not all weaknesses are bad.

    What's my point? assuming i'm right, i'm quite jealous of you. you can see without looking. stare into the heart of a person and not blink, while giving it everything you have. beyond their faults and their quirks, closing in on the thing you adore and magnifying that. most people look but don't see. they look at the hot girl but don't see she's a low-key dork who hated people watching her eat food or the homeless person who lost a leg in the war and got kicked out of his family because he couldn't provide for them. You can't see without looking, but you can look without seeing. that's sad and something i wanted to fix for myself.

    that and other experiences have defined a set of virtues I'm living by now. let your inner love shine through your outer glow. i understand the mind-body connection and look to all sources, scientific and natural, for greater understanding. Prevention is always better than cure and quite honestly, from reading medical books both western, eastern and African, I'm pretty sure we have most of the tools to handle a great deal of medical problems already growing out the ground.

    1/2
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    I posted the grade already, since you pretty much approved of it XDD

    Pretty much fine! I can write and understand basic Korean XD sadly, uni requirements are definitely approaching since the end of classes is coming nearer ;-; AND I JUST HAVE TO GO BACK TO URPG AT THIS TIME XDD I have to write a lesson plan for one subject, and it has to apply technologies and stuff since its Educational Technology, so I JUST HAVE TO PROCRASTINATE AND WRITE A STORY AND A GRADE LOLOLOL

    EDIT: I POSTED MY GRADE A LITTLE BIT TOO EARLY FOR SWC NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;-;
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    it's because she's the hero we need but not the one we deserve team RNJR's gonna have to carry her torch and idk if I can handle it ._.

    hmmmmmm yes they were all intentional stylistic symbolical punctuation and spelling mistakes nod nod
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    hnnggghhhh when I realized that her catchphrase was "I'm sorry" except in season one it was so much funnier because it was just funny things like Cardin putting Jaune into a locker for a joke and then cut to season three and she was like "I'm sorry" and put him in a locker to save his life my heart

    in the immortal words of nemo's grade: hmm yes much went wrong here // but many more things went right in this story and that's what matters!"
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    your sig my heart oh my god

    also I just saw like forty typos in my story I'm so sorry
    also your grade :o u r inspiring
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    SMIILLLLESSSSS. How are you <3
    and ty ; v;
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